You think I would be pleased that I was stuck in a non-moving elevator with the hottest guy in the firm that I have fancied for the past year and a half!? Well I was, extremely pleased, but there was a catch, he was divorced and he was my boss. I could feel my cheeks warm as I had a chance to look him over in his grey suit, crisp white shirt and grey tie, his brown hair left the way it probably looked when he got up, he looked over at me and I knew I must of blushed quickly looking away from him. “Looks like we aren’t going anywhere for awhile, we’re stuck in between floors and they can’t get anyone down to us for at least two hours” I felt my heart race, two hours at least stuck all alone with him. “I’m the big boss man and I can’t even get fast services” he laughed, that silky sexy laugh, that made my knees weak. I nodded finding myself unable to speak, he rarely spoke to me as I wasn’t his PA, and everything went through her. I wished I was, I would be just outside his office every day, I was just a normal office girl, answered phones, dealt with things online and filling, boring stuff really but it gave me money, enough to cover my rent and bills and occasionally go out.
He set his briefcase down and took off his suit jacket, it was warm in here, probably a lot warmer for me, and I made a mental note I had to stop fantasising about him in hot small places. I slid down the wall and sat, placing all the paper work I had next to me along with my bag. He’d taken off his tie and rolled his sleeves up and then sat beside me. “How long have you been with my company now?” he asked, probably making small talk.
“Erm... about a year or so now” I answered, right now I couldn’t really think clearly with him so close, ‘get a grip! Your 23 years old not a 16 year old school girl with a crush!’ I mentally scolded myself. “I really enjoy working here, everyone is so friendly” I smiled at him, he smiled back, leaning against the wall he looked at the doors.
“I liked you when I first saw you, saw potential even if you were a little shy” I don’t remember him being at the interview? “When you came into the office on your first day, in your pretty navy blue skirt suit and light blue shirt and those striking red heels, you where all flustered and was so eager to learn anything and everything” I looked up at him curious. “You where a fast learner and I could see you enjoyed it, I’m surprised you haven’t gone for the vacancy of PA” I was a little shocked, his PA was leaving? When did this come about?
“I wasn’t aware of the vacancy” he looked at me a little puzzled
“The advert went out a week ago, no one has gone for it yet, I’ll be doing the interviews this time, and did you not get the in house email?” I shook my head
“Well you do want to go for it don’t you?” I nodded at him eager, omg! He chuckled, we sat in silence for awhile, I looked at the hand closest to me, he still wore the wedding ring.
“I was sorry to hear about your divorce” he looked at me quickly and then looked away, when I had joined the office team I had learnt he had just gone through his divorce two months after. Maybe I had said something wrong? “I’m sorry I shouldn’t of pried” I looked down at my shoes, I was wearing the red shoes he remembered about.
“No it’s fine” he sighed, “It was sort of all my decision, i was too much in love with my work, and found my wife a distraction” my heart plummeted, i have no idea why “She wasn’t the type of women who appreciated me working to pay for all the things she wanted, she didn’t like the hours i worked and didn’t like it when i bought work home, she was a very selfish woman if im honest. I just don’t really know why i married her, i got pushed when you joined” i looked up at him again, me? Why me? What did i do? “You fascinated me, so dedicated to your job, so enthusiastic, and beautiful” he looked down at me, directly into my eyes. This was my boss, this couldn’t be happening to me? I’m dreaming surly! I swallowed unable to speak. His green eyes just stared into mine, i couldn’t look away.
I could feel myself blushing, I looked away. I couldn’t look at him any longer.
“S-So why do you still wear your ring?” he looked down at his hand.
“I don’t know really, habit to have one there after 4 years of marriage” I watched him take it off and put it in his suit jacket pocket, I felt a little awkward leaving his comment ignored.
“I’m sorry, you just... you just shocked me a little” he chuckled again.
“I tend to do that most of the time” I looked up at him again, well aware of my cheeks being bright red, his fingers brushed away a strand of hair and cupped my cheek. This was defiantly not happening, I was freaking out and all I could do was just sit here like an idiot. I felt his lips touch mine, omg! He was kissing me! I had to kick my brain into gear to kiss him back. His lips felt warm and soft, made me feel all tingly. This was surely a dream! His fingers curled into my hair and pulled me towards him, I gripped his shirt to stop me toppling forward. He was warm, I could feel his chest muscles flexing beneath my fingers, his warm breathe, I felt his tongue probe at my lips, I granted him access, I had to enjoy this dream for as long as I could. He tasted so good, everything I had imagined. Wait this was my boss! I couldn’t be doing this! I soon found myself pushing against him.
“I can’t!” I got up and walked to the other side of the elevator, I knew i was torturing myself but he was my boss! “Your my boss” I looked at him with shaky eyes, my body was telling me not to be so stupid but my brain was winning, for now anyway.
“I know I’m your boss, I’m sorry, I know you take your job seriously but I’m draw to you Casey, you know I take you seriously too” that I thought about.
“Do you though?” He walked over to me, his hands gripping my elbows gently
“Of course I do Casey, you’re the best employee we have, I know about your commitment, but your beautiful and amazingly sexy” his voice was husky and low, it washed over me as well as heat, reaching every part of my body, I couldn’t ignore it. His lips stroked across my jaw bone and down my throat, i had to bite my lips to stop a moan, god if this was what i was like now, what they hell would i be like..... NO! I wouldn’t think that, i couldn’t. This was my boss! But it felt good, he had bought his arms round me and was bringing me to him, i sighed as he wrapped me tightly in his arms, i felt so safe, but this was wrong wasn’t it?
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